After a long, unplanned hiatus from writing, I’m finally
back at it, excited to share something that the Lord has been teaching me
recently in His Word. So without further ado, let’s dive right in.
Aside from John 3:16, I would guess one of the most
oft-quoted verses from the New Testament is Philippians 4:13—“I can do all
things through him who strengthens me.” This is probably also the most
misapplied verse, as it is slapped on circumstances that have absolutely
nothing to do with the context in which these words were written. So what is
their context? Let’s back out a bit and look at the verses preceding this one.
Paul, writing to the church at Philippi, says:
I rejoiced in the Lord greatly that now at length you have revived your
concern for me. You were indeed concerned for me, but you had no opportunity.
Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever
situation I am to be content. I know how to be brought low, and I know how to
abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing
plenty and hunger, abundance and need. I can do all things through him who
strengthens me. (Philip. 4:10-13, ESV)
Reading this passage in full, it becomes clear that in verse
13 Paul is referring to the ability to be content in any and every
circumstance. In other words, whatever he faces, he can meet it through
dependence on the strength of Jesus. I don’t know about you, but whenever I
have read these verses, my mind has emphasized the negative circumstances
mentioned and the ability we have in Christ to be content “even” in the hard
times. Paul says, “I know how to be brought low”; “I have learned the secret of
facing […] hunger […] and need.” But that’s not all he says. He also writes, “I
know how to abound”; “I have learned the secret of facing plenty [...],
abundance.” When I recently read this passage for the umpteenth time, these
positive phrases jumped out at me like a jack-in-the-box.
Circumstances in my life had brought unexpected happiness,
and I realized that I needed to relearn how to rejoice in abundance. The
previous seven or so years of my life had been spent in the classroom of God’s
sufficiency where He taught me how to be content in circumstances that were anything
but what I had expected my life to be. Through that lengthy season, I learned
to be unswervingly convinced of His goodness, fully assured of His
faithfulness, trustingly content in His sovereignty in all things. I learned
how to believe and to proclaim that God is good, no matter what. I learned to
have joy even when I wasn’t happy. Grief, pain, longing, dissatisfaction,
confusion, and questioning were some of the tools that God used to drive me to
His Word and demonstrate His heart. And now, I can say with Paul, “I know how
to be brought low.”
But then, as if leaving one room and entering another, I was
ushered into a new season that came with a new classroom. It was as if God was
whispering to my heart, “I have taught you how to be sure of my goodness in
pain, now can you be sure of my goodness in pleasure? Can you receive gifts
that are easy and not just those that are hard? Can you delight in my kindness
as it is expressed in abundance just as you can when it is evidenced in
drought?” Instead of pessimistically expecting that these new “good things”
were bound not to last, I needed to remember that sometimes God delights in
blessing His children with happy circumstances and that there is just as much
to learn about Him in happy times as in sad.
Now, to be clear, it’s not as if the seven-year season was
completely devoid of happiness; to the contrary, many happy times were had. Nor
is it true that my current season is completely smooth-sailing either. Life is
always a mixed bag. But I can tell even now that in the future I will look back
on 2019 as the year when my spiritual journey began a new chapter, when a
chapter whose theme was learning to trust in the unknowns of the desert gave
way to a chapter whose theme is learning to trust by the unknowns of the quiet
waters. And suddenly it makes sense why Paul needed to learn to be content in abundance and why we need the strength of
the Lord in every circumstance—even
the happy ones.
I’m a new student in this classroom, and I’m looking forward
to what the Teacher has in store. I know that He is the same God that was with
me in the last chapter and that He never changes. I know that His timing is
perfect (Ecclesiastes 3:11), His ways and thoughts are higher than mine (Isaiah
55:9), and His purposes will prevail (Psalm 138:8). I know that His love is
steadfast (Psalm 33:5), His grace is relentless (John 1:16), and His mercy is sure
(Luke 1:50). And I look forward to the day when I can look back on this present
chapter and say with Paul, “I have learned the secret of facing plenty,” and “I
know how to abound.”
Whatever lesson is yours to learn in your current season, I
pray that you will fall on the firm foundation of God’s kind sovereignty.
Whether you need to learn how to be brought low or how to abound, I pray that
you will be a willing student and that you will rest in God’s grace as you
struggle to die to your flesh and live for Jesus every day. As you learn, you
can be assured that your Teacher is a patient and gentle one who desires the
best for you, which is to become more like Christ. In happiness and sadness,
there is always much to learn, but whatever you face, He will see you through.
PC: Pamela Hollis. Used with permission.
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